As the title of the post said. Probably a yes? But not that often b/c i'm just a lazy bum. And when i get busy, i get REAL busy. Time flies isn't it? This is my first post of the year, 2013. 2013 hasn't been smooth sailing, but indeed it taught me a hell lot of lessons within these 9 months so far. The biggest changes, the lessons worth learning, and so on. And much as we know, in a blink of an eye, in another 3 months, it will be 2014.
"We waste so many days waiting for weekend. So many nights wanting morning. Our lust for future comfort is the biggest thief of life.” Isn't it funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back, everything is different.
1st lesson learnt: Quantitative
≠ Qualitative
I can't deny that I wouldn't miss secondary school life, definitely I do. Still remembering how i mug like a crazy nerd for o's at this time of the year a year ago.
However, the results weren't that satisfying. It is far worse than what i expected for myself.. Well, quantitative is not equals to qualitative right? Everything happens for a reason. And I am so thankful for all the teachers for their guidance and for once I managed to pass my Physics. Glad enough, Physics has got no relationship with me from then on hahahaaha. I fall, and I will stand back up again and prove myself that i can do even better than this.
2nd lesson learnt: Age does NOT define maturity.
Indeed. Age can be classified as a number, big or small but that does not simply define MATURITY. I really wonder what exactly are running through in the brains of some people I worked with. Here's an example: Some 13 year olds are dumb as hell but some 16 year olds are dumb as hell or even some 20s might be as well. So its not an age thing some people are just dumb as hell. You get it? L O L. And honestly stop being a judgmental cunt b/c you have no freaking idea what everyone is going through. And of course, don't judge me from what you hear. It could be as fake as the person who told you. I mean seriously, call me a bitch or whatever but at the end of the day, i am not here so that people can walk all over me. Try walking a mile in my shoe. I always believe that - what goes around comes back around, as always. It was really really a tough polytechnic semester I've been through, and I'm just glad enough after all these challenges, I still managed to get a decent overall grade. Thank god.
"Work hard in silence, let your success be your noise." Once again, if you think that the shoes fits you, well so be it. Fit it. Enough said, I won't brood over it again.
3rd lesson learnt: People come, people go.
I always find myself caught between saying too much, or saying not enough. Caring too little, or caring too much. And that might be the reason why I constantly lose people in my life. Sometimes you gotta accept that certain things will never go back to how it used to be, never. As much as I hate that, there's really nothing you can do to make it change. When you try to pick up a conversation with someone you haven't talked to in a while and used to be close to but you notice that they don't make any effort to talk to you and just push you further away to the point where you realize that things have changed and it'd be probably better to let go. I learnt to cherish even better now because we always regret when it's gone. Still, I'm really thankful for the friends who are being there for me, you know who you are. :')
Agh sometimes I feel tired to continue fighting. The feeling? The feeling you get, when you try to throw your feelings away and you just getting it back again. Sometimes all I need is reassurance. When someone reminds you of how important you are to them, how they still care for and love you, it's like so much weight has been lifted off of your shoulders. A big relief that they are here for you. Reassuring, catching up on things. It's a good feeling.
Meanwhile, finding my interest and regaining my thoughts during this break. See ya. X
